Ch. 4: Midnight Terms

There were things Emily had learned never to say aloud, and most of them were about he.

Emily crossed the room slowly, aware of every step, of the way he was watching without seeming to. For a heartbeat the careful distance between them thinned to nothing at all.

Money could buy a great many things, he had learned, but never the one thing that was wanted most. The conversation turned, the way conversations do, from the easy things to the ones that mattered. Emily crossed the room slowly, aware of every step, of the way he was watching without seeming to.

She remembered the first time, and the last, and all the ordinary days in between that had somehow mattered more. "You shouldn't have come," he said, and the words landed softer than they were meant to.

For a heartbeat the careful distance between them thinned to nothing at all. There was a history between them that neither would name, written in the things they did not do. "You shouldn't have come," he said, and the words landed softer than they were meant to.

The truth, when it finally came, was smaller and sharper than she had imagined.

"You shouldn't have come," he said, and the words landed softer than they were meant to. Money could buy a great many things, he had learned, but never the one thing that was wanted most.